The most popular American Hip Hop singer
Chris Brown has said that he is tired of the
devil ruining his life. In a recent Instagram
post, the award-winning singer blamed the
devil for trying to ruin his life. He also talked
about thoughts of suicide and claims he’s
heard God speak to him for the very first
time.
In an emotional Instagram post shared on
Tuesday, Chris Brown expressed that he
finally heard God’s voice for the first time.
According to Brown, who has experienced his
share of turmoil, the turning point came
when he grew weary with sitting back and
allowing “the f-cking devil” to ruin his life.
The “Don’t Judge Me” singer went on to say
that many men in his particular situation
would not hesitate to commit suicide and
that he sincerely desires to avoid self-
destruction. Read his full post below.
When u tired of the fucking devil ruining
your life and u hear God speak for the first
time. No one knows what I deal with on a
day to day. The average man wouldn’t
hesitate to blow his fucking brains out but
that’s the cowards way out… Most won’t
understand the genius and beauty in change
and learning and the people who have
devilish intentions will win in the short term.
My soul will always be pure of heart.
What’s on the surface always looks like one
big party but inside there is a little boy
looking for help and guidance. People say
“be a man.” Yeah, that’s right but it doesn’t
take away any pain you really go through. I
just wanna stay out the way and do music.
Most importantly and great father. I don’t
have any more patience for anything that
will cause me to self-destruct!!
It’s quite obvious that Chris has been
suffering from some personal demons for a
long time now. It’s great to hear that he has
experienced this breakthrough he’s speaking
about; and hopefully, he is able to stick with
his decision to leave the harmful habits,
behaviors and people behind.